Well I guess Dad’s in worse shape than I thought. It seems an ulcer that was giving him problems months ago which almost caused him to bleed to death is back and worse. They think it may be a growing tumor pushing it from the other side. They are gonna talk about surgery options today. I cant imagine what they will do if surgery isn’t an option. I doubt they will pump 2 pints of blood a day into him. I hate this. There no other way to say it. Im sure Im supposed to find reasons to be grateful. He has outlived most of the people in our family who get colon cancer. I wonder, if God came to me and said I could live to be 63 for sure or I could take my chances, what I would say.
